Aaa it's okay, I've just been worried about you ;;w;;
I hope you're doing well, and will continue to find the good things in life that you deserve!
I know I'm not very good for advice since I haven't experienced as much as you, but I'm always here if you need someone to talk to! ^w^
xDD
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